And I like it!!

They remind me of the Virgie gang.

Isabel, talk about accents. I even bought a CD on how to sound like an American, and it did not help a bit!!

And that “how cute”, I always take it with a whole teaspoon of salt!

Even when I write I feel uncomfortable, I feel maybe I am even writing with an accent?! Oh well, nothing we can do about it, I suppose.

The moral of the story is, everybody puts up with crap on this earth. No one is immune. On the other hand, I could get on the pulpit and shout all the ugly answers I would love to give to those willing to flock around me. A silly robe and idiotic body tremors would complete the picture.

I have read that after the age of eleven, the part of the brain that controls speech is no longer as malleable, so if you learn a language after the brain is “set” in its ways, it is difficult to speak without an accent. I was fifteen when I came here, so you guessed it! I have an accent which puts me in a negative light as soon as I open my mouth. For forty four years I have had to deal with people thinking negatively of me and if I get nervous and forget a word, they immediately think I cannot speak the language and treat me as if I were a stupid idiot. Since I never speak anything else but English, my birth language is even worse because I simply cannot speak it and no longer understand it fully. Regardless of not belonging in either country speechwise, I feel American, I am American and I cannot tolerate other nation’s stupidity toward this country.

I am not comparing my negative experiences with another person’s bad experiences, but to me, my life has not been a bowl of cherries — and that bowl of rotten cherries does not even include my two “dreamy” marriages to two worthless frogs. We all go through our own hell and to each one of us it is the worst imaginable experience.

Jangie, I wish I had been lynched while I was still innocent.

So, much more could be done instead of paying for this!!!

Whatcha say, maybe we’re all a bunch of dumb monkeys?

I know I am.

And, although I really don’t want to, I think I’m gonna have to give up and stop paying for ‘Cable Internet and Television and Gasoline,’ too!!!

LOL